21

My birthday was yesterday, I just turned 21.



Weird, I feel, older for sure.



Today consisted of cleaning the home, good friends, and books.



I realized I have a large love for books. I don't read as often as I wish I could, but I love buying a new book.



I bought 3 books. The latest issue of Alternative Press.



My good friends have an article in it about their new CD release.



I'm always so proud to see a friend work so hard, and have their work make such great press and accomplishments.

I had the day of the 5th off, but was glad much didn't happen the night of my birthday. Some girls we're being hurtful to me, I think it was enemy using whom & what he could to hurt me where it hurts most. I understand that.

His goals right now are to really make me feel as worse as possible. To stop me from going on with the knowledge I know about myself. He wants to distract me. He has succeeded thus far, but I am my Father's daughter, HE will have me.

I just need strength to not to lose hope.

A friend needs prayer, and I feel guilty for being so selfish. Despite how he hurt me, that's not an excuse, to not pray, I will starting now.

Peace, love & Joy